Random Misc. Writings That Aren't That good
Saturday, Jan. 17, 2004 at 6:04 PM
Tripped
I can't fake it anymore
I can't take it anymore
You were supposed to protect me
Buy you aren't there
When I need you now
Sure it's for the best
Great, we're just good friends
I was the one who made
The stupid mistake of falling
In love with you
I want to run to your arms
But something holds me back
I can't take this anymore
You were the one who showed me
That I don't have to be afraid
To be me
I sit here crying with my head in my hands
My heart is lies bleeding
How can something so right lead to something so wrong?
How can something so wrong, feel so right?
I can't fake it anymore
I can't take it anymore
(**this is something I wrote after Scott and I broke up. It's actually 2 parts- Every other verse is about Scott. The verses that aren't Scott related refer to someone I had something with after Scott and I broke up. My wounds with Scott were still very deep and I turned to a friend who turned into more. We struggled with 'us' because curcumstances were that I had just left someone I love(d) and he was still with someone he love(d). Not one of my best writings, by anymeans. But it was something and I thought I'd put it up. Kind of one of those high school writings you just write and do it to get it out.**)
A long empty hallway
Lonliness creeps up behind me
Like the echoing sound
Of footsteps in a long empty hallway
The tick-tock of a clock whispers
you
are
now
alone
(**Another one of my not-the-best writings but something that I understand more than someone else who's never looked through my eyes would**)